In these last few months I've become stretched thinner than ever before. I've taken on more responsibilities at work...more than I should and still be able to feel proud and confident in the work that I do. It's become a game of which fire to put out first in the time I have between meetings, which isn't much. On average, I am in about 10 meetings a week. It's an insane schedule with an increasing number of deadlines and responsibilities. I've also made the not-so-smart choice to instruct 2 online courses simultaneously. I really enjoy teaching and so I jump at the chance to do so. These courses are not credit based, but rather continuing education for public health professionals. You would think that this would ease up the pressure a bit, but it really doesn't. My students are working professionals in need of instruction that is applicable to their daily work. That means that I want to be as responsive as possible to their questions, assignments, and discussion postings...it's a lot of work. So, I do all of this while trying to manage an increasingly busy household. The worst part is that I'm starting to feel a bit whiny about it. I don't consider myself to be a whiny person...but lately, I've been thinking how stressful my life is and that I want others to notice, too. I've got a case of the oh-poor-me's. It's not very pretty. I really need to pull myself out of this and focus on what's important.
There have been some bright moments...especially with my 3 amazing children. Just look at these beautiful pictures from Easter. Despite all the craziness that is my life, it's easy for me to feel good about it when I get to share it with these little people...inspiring, guiding, and loving them.
Hazel couldn't keep from grabbing her shoes.
Doesn't she look lovely in these pink tulips?
My Calvin and Violet hamming it up for the camera.
Violet and Calvin out on the egg hunt.
